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Sometimes I Just Don’t Know

Sometimes I just don’t know what to do
Sometimes I just don’t know what to do
Sometimes I want to give up
Sometimes I just don’t know what to do

Want to float up to the moon
Get away from this world
Want to be alone on the moon
Get away away from the whirlpool

Sometimes I just don’t know what to do
Sometimes I just don’t know what to do
Sometimes I want to give up
Sometimes I just don’t know what to do

Julia

Julia,
You’re the spirit of the wind
You’re every beautiful thing
Phantasmagoria
The light of my life
You’re the spirit of summer and spring

Julia,
You’re music on the air
You’re the light of love in my eyes
Julia,
You’re the doorway to everything
You’re the bend and sighs of the trees

In my darkest moments
A slipnoose haunting me
In that midnight hour
When I didn’t want to even be
You came rushing to save me

Julia,
You’re the morning burning bright
You’re the queen of my heart
Truly a
Reason to keep going on
Rescuing me from the arms of the night

Julia,
You make me want to sing
You’re a poem to the moon
Julia,
You don’t know what you mean
You’re just the breath of the moment soon
Julia, I love you
Julia, I love you
I just want to look in your eyes

Mystery Car

Mystery car
Parked in the lot
Mystery car
Not a lot
Going on
And everything going on

A shadow figure
Sitting inside
A mysterious figure
Facing the south side
Of the Kmart

Mystery car
Can it mean trouble?
Like rumbling and smoke
Over the devastation and rubble?

Mystery car
Parked in the lot
Mystery car
Not a lot
Going on
And everything going on

I hope to god
That driver doesn’t step out

Static Jazz

Like that song on the radio says
“Don’t let me down “
As that disco beat song says
“Don’t bring me down “

We can dance the night away
Dodging verbal grenades
As we duck and cover
Hurling hurt at each other
Bleeding from the things you don’t say

Like that Bowie song says,
“Never Let Me Down”
Like that Hendrix song says,
“Where you gonna run to now?”

We can talk and talk and talk all night
Waste our time, start another fight
We could bring up every little pinprick
We can go for the throat til we’re sick
As the radio plays that stupid song
About missing a lover so long

We can dance with each other
We could yell and shout and uncover
Everything we’ve always wanted to say
Everything we’ve hidden away
Shot through the heart with emotional shotguns
So many songs about runaway

Miss Misery let me down
That’s what Elliott said
As we fight to Radiohead singing “Let Down”
And like a dumb love song says, you fill my head

I Can’t Even Safe Myself (Pulled Under)

can’t save you
When I can’t even save myself
I can’t help you
When I still need help

I can’t save you
Never could or can
I can’t even save me
I’m nothing, not even a man

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

I’m trying to stay above water
Trying to be pulled under
I’m gasping, thrashing for air
Ears filling with thunder

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

I feel like I’m watching the world
Pass me by
I feel like I’m watching the world
Waving goodbye

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

(You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Which one of is the one
We can’t trust? (You you you you you you)

Can’t help myself
Cuz baby it’s you
Cuz baby it’s you
Cuz baby it’s you
cuz baby it’s you
cuz baby it’s you
baby it’s you
baby it’s you
baby it’s you
baby it’s you
baby you
baby you
baby you
you
you

I Can’t Talk to You

I can’t talk to you
I can’t talk to you
What’s the use
Of being friends?
When I can’t talk to you

You saved me from trouble
You were my savior from strife
You took my problems
Made them double
I thought you were my Christ

I can’t talk to you
I can’t talk to you
What’s the use
Of being friends?
When I can’t talk to you

Every day gets lonelier
Every day I just feel worse
January, you were my newborn love
June, you’re another person I can’t talk to

I can’t talk to you
I can’t talk to you
What’s the use
Of being friends?
When I can’t talk to you

I can’t talk to you
I can’t talk to you
What’s the use
Of being friends?
When I can’t talk to you

I can’t talk to you
I can’t talk to you
What’s the use
Of being friends?
When I can’t talk to you

You’re Smoke

You’re intangible
Like smoke drifting through rooms
You’re untangleable
Like ivy smothered over a tomb
You’re untouchable
Like shadows bending in the gloom

Looking out my window
The sunset descends on the river
Feeling like a lonely widow
When we’ve never been lovers

You’re unreachable
Like a drowning woman off the coast
You’re unreadable
Like blank pages written by a ghost
You’re unknowable
Like the mysteries of life
We’re inconsolable
We’ll never be husband and wife

Watching young lovers holding hands
Walking by the riverside
As a blank moon rises
On another meaningless night

No roses and wine
No sweet kiss of desire
No murmurs of “be mine”
No fulfillment of love
No fairy tale endings
No sign of peace from a dove